The Differences

I live two completely different lives here (as in outside my home), and at home. I think these differences do not make me a bad guy. Let's see the arguments.

First of all, the most obvious gap is my dietary habit. Surprisingly, I have a more balanced and stable diet at home. At home, I eat appropriately and accordingly. I will take my breakfast in the morning, even if it is a light one. Then, it follows by a nutritious lunch. After that, I might be having hi-tea, depending on how heavy my lunch is. Last but not least, I take my dinner at 6 p.m.. Please note that I use the phrase "Last but not least." That means I have no supper at home. On the contrary, I seldom have my breakfast here (excluding events such as exams). This is because by the time I wake up, it is already lunch time. Usually, the first meal of the day would be at 1p.m. or so. This is what I call lunch. After that, I have my dinner at 8 or 9 p.m.. Then, I might be having supper at 1 or 2 a.m.. Wow! This is really a sharp contrast from the one at home.

Besides, my resting time here is indeed different too. Typically, I rest at 2 to 3 a.m.. Then, I wake up at 11a.m. or even 12 noon. At home, I go to bed at 10 to 11 p.m., and I wake up at 7 to 8 a.m.. There is hardly night lives at home.

Equally important, my social life here is different from my home too. I get to go out with my friends regularly here, whereas at home, I go out frequently with my family. There would be a rare occasion seeing me going out with my secondary school classmates. Perhaps, we did not keep in touch regularly and there is nothing to be discussed among us.

Shall I say these differences are detrimental to my life? I would say no. When the environment changes, of course, our lifestyle would change too. The matter here is that we must know our boundaries. Yes, you may stay up late at night outside, with the condition that you are not doing something illegal and harmful to yourself. We must always remember that we have our beloved family waiting for us at home. Therefore, we should try to live our life to the fullest and make good attempts to spice up our lives.

Angelic Devil

My dear friend, he left you for good. You never know what is his real purpose and intention to get close to you. His intention might be a bad one. After he has obtained what he wants, you will be subsided into the trash bin. And, ultimately, who would get the deepest wound in heart? Is it his? Or is it yours? Figure it out yourself.
I don't blame you for that. Well, we are human beings. We have wishes. We all want to realize our dreams. We all use different ways to make sure that our dreams are realized. Just that, sometimes, the others might not agree with the way you are using. But, does that mean you can use the others, without taking into account of the others' feelings, to make sure that you get what you want?
You just appear to be too naive, innocent and angelic. You might have the quality which is parallel to you physiques. On the contrary, you might be an angelic devil too. Who knows? Only you yourself and your god knows.

Proud to be me

Being a member of a middle-income family, I ought to learn things by my own. My parents are busy maintaining the family. They have been trying their best, I know, but due to their educational qualification and luck (though I perceive that as the minor factor), they could give the family the basic needs. Learning how to behave, learning how to live, learning how to take care of the others are not easy. I learn all those through imitation. My parents are my role models.
Actually, learning those by ourselves are better, and in fact, more practical than having somebody telling you that you should behave in such a manner and you should not do this and that. Sometimes, I thought that is the way my parents brought me up intentionally. They want me to learn things through experience. However, though this way of learning is more effective, it needs a doubled effort to do so. We really need to be critical and mature in our way of thinking.
Anyway, I am proud to be me. Thanks to my parents, for shaping me well.

人生如戏，戏如人生

很久没有用华文来写文章了。 这次就让我用华文来写吧。
所谓“人生如戏，戏如人生，”观众明知道戏剧里面所发生的都是导演及编剧组所构造的，但是为什么他们还是看到很入迷呢？难道导演及戏剧组真的有什么魔力让观众们定时的锁定在电视机面前吗？其实，我个人认为，电视剧里面的每一项情节和故事都是有可能在我们的日常生活中发生的。有些可能是每天都发生的，只是我们没有察觉及体验到。
这里所说到的重点是，观众们在欣赏机关看电视剧时，都必须报这一刻开放既有思维的心去分析及体验导演及戏剧组所要沟通的信息。这样观众们才不会浪费了他们宝贵的时间去看对他们本身没有意义的节目。一旦他们领悟到电视剧里面的信息，他们就不会浪费时间了。这才能达到看电视剧真正的意义。

Reflection after watching 'Tsunami"

We always do not believe in things that are out of norms. We only believe them when things happened. Wouldn't it be too late already if we believed them when damages occur? Weird things happen. Open up our minds. Everything is possible.

As empty as a shell

I am just like a shell, empty inside.
I fill the emptiness with material satisfaction.
Food, my desired gadgets and luxurious feelings.
Would that be sufficient to fill my emptiness?
I doubt.

3 options

I was having a reflective mind just now. And, the following options in live came across my mind.

1. Looking forward and never look backward. When you choose this, you will keep on developing, in both aspects of good and bad. Since you did not stop and look backward, you wouldn't know whether you are developing positively or negatively. This is why history is very important. =)

2. Stop once in a while and look back what has actually happened. Well, this mode would give you a slower development. Since you always being reflective on what you have done, you might need a longer period of time to withdraw yourself from the past and move forward. But, this mode is always a good one for me. Through my own experience, I always spend a long time to reflect on what I have been going through. And, I can't move on as long as I am reflecting. Well, I can actually, but, it would just be my physical entity that is moving on, whereas my mind is still get hooked in the past.

3. Trapped in the past. This option is a bit similar to the second option. When somebody is reflecting too long before moving on, he might have the tendency to be trapped in the past. Those who have chosen this will never move on. They will keep on grumbling and complaining why they have been treated in such a way. These people will never succeed in their lives.

So, which one would you choose?